anak harta dunia dan akhirat

salam alaik..

 

hmm hmm hmmm.. dah buat entry panjang berjela sebenarnya berkenaan perkara ini.. tapi biasalah jika coverage internet ado-ado saja memang kelaut la jawapnya entry berkenaan.. dengan sepenuh hati dok luah perasaan... huhuhu... tapi tidak berjaya di upload.. makanya mood nak update semula pon kelaut juga la kan... huhuhu

 

 dok busy dengan kerja.. memang tak sempat pon nak fikir pasal blog... sejak dua menjak dah 3 projek on-ground nih memang tak menang tangan.. syukurlah ada 2 staff membantu daku huhuhu...

 

okey.. berbalik kepada result exam anakku syahmi izzriq.. hehehe.. dah hilang emosi sebab dah lama perkara ini berlalu... so, just luahan hati santai-santai ajelah ye... hmmm... every parents pasti nak berikan segala yang terbaik untuk anak-anak mengikut kemampuan mereka kan... same goes to me... dari syahmi 4 tahun I and husband cuba bentuk dan berikan mana yang dirasakan terbaik...

 

tapi, as human.. kita hanya berusaha dan end result hanya Allah Maha Kuasa lah yang menentukan nya... I tak peduli cakap orang... I buat apa yang I fikirkan betul untuk membentuk anak yang soleh/solehah dan berjaya dunia akhirat dan kalau boleh menjadi seorang al-hafiz dan al-hafizah.. itu doa I setiap kali solat... anak harta dunia dan akhirat I.. pinjaman dari Allah...amanah Allah..

 

keputusan exam syahmi seperti gambar di atas, mengikut kawan-kawan I adalah not bad.. cuma keputusan matapelajaran agama seperti akidah, akhlak, fekah dan bahasa arab agak mendukacitakan.. I personally tak salahkan syahmi sbb syahmi bersekolah di Krista ketika 5 dan 6 tahun... so, basic arab, jawi dan hafazan amatlah minimal...

 

selepas mid term exam I and husband dah cuba bantu syahmi dengan membeli buku yang sesuai untuk follow up bacaan jawi dan hafazan... syukurlah sebenarnya result final exam subjek agama ni lebih baik dari mid term.. especially hafazan.. cuma bahasa arab I belum pandai nak ajar walaupon dah beli buku kamus bahasa arab... hukhuk... ibu syahmi ni tak pernah belajar bahasa arab sayang...

 

memandangkan keputusan exam subjek kebangsaan agak memuaskan kecuali matematik which is I found out kesalahan syahmi adalah kerana kecuaian... I dan husband mengambil keputusan memindahkan syahmi ke sekolah kebangsaan dan petangnya ke sekolah rendah agama... maksudnya berhenti dari sekolah rendah islam al-amin.. keputusan yang sangat berat untuk I dan husband buat..frankly speaking, standard sekolah rendah islam al-amin adalah tinggi.. yelah.. nak masuk pon susah kena exam dan interview bagai... pandai2 belaka budaknya... proud that syahmi was choosed to be there walaupon yang memohon adalah 400 ++ student I dengar.. atas saranan guru-guru syahmi, I perlu spend another RM for tuisyen al-amin.. total overall about Rm7++ per month... which is I couldn't afford.. my limit is RM5++ je per month untuk syahmi..

 

some more.. transport problem also my major concern... jika ke class tuisyen syahmi perlu keluar dari rumah at 8.30am until 10.30am for tuisyen ... tusiyen untuk subjek hafazan, bahasa arab dan jawi.. 11.30am-6.30pm he will be at school... hmmm quite a burden kot to him.. some more there is no transport to send him that hour...

 

thus, we choose to put him at sekolah kebangsaan taman maluri from 7.30am-12.30pm... then off to sra al-syafiee from 2.30pm-5.15pm... on Monday, Wednesday and Friday I will send him to akademi al-manar for tuisyen bahasa arab, hafazan and jawi subject, 8-10pm... the cost for him for all that about RM250... hmmm a big different is it... Alhamdulillah, transport is not a problem if I choose those school..

 

I strongly believe that parents input at home also will help them to excel.. I pray so hard that my husband and  I could have that guts to help him to excel from home...spend at least an hour to seat and help him to do some exercises.. in shaa Allah... wherever he is, he could be one of excellent kid... may Allah help us and guide us.. I heard this advice from a couple of motivation talk..

 

I didn't expect anyone to read this entry.. this entry is meant for me to express my motherhood feeling.. what I feel right now... you as a reader could rate me and judge me.. but still you don't know the exact situation that I am facing right now.. is it?...

 

I hope when syahmi is old enough to read my blog, he could understand why I transfered him from SRI Al-Amin.. school that he love... actually, syahmi is a boy full with love .. hahahha.. when he left Krista a year ago.. he expressed the same thing.. " I missed Krista and my teachers so much..." now... he moaned " I will missed my Al-Amin and teachers so much.." hoping so much he will loved SK Taman Maluri and SRA Al-Syafiee too and be a good student.. in shaa Allah.. there goes my luahan perasaan... for mommies who had the same situation with me... I heart you...

 

all of this thing is just because we love our kids so much... berikan yang terbaik semampu kita... sesuai dengan situasi... Allah mendengar doa kita.. yakinlah! *smile*

my syahmi izzriq at kem hafazan from 25th Nov-6th dec 2013.. he enjoy mixing around with new friends, abang and ustaz... semoga syahmi dapat banyak pengalaman dan pelajaran baru di kem berkenaan... he loves to stay at the hostel.. but he keep on calling and text me... hahaha.. dah pandai message ibu... so funny and so cute!!! I gave him my old HTC... wahhh he seem like a big guy already.. but in my heart.. still he is my baby boy.. loves you so much syahmi izzriq.. I am proud of you no matter what.. thank you Allah..